October 08, 2001
Wake when dog whimpers. Prick Finger. Shoot up insulin. Glue teeth in. Smoke a cigarette. Shudder and fret. Feed dog and cat. Write syllabic On self-pity. Get Boston Globe. Drink coffee. Eat bagel. Read At nervous speed. Smoke a cigarette. Never forget To measure oneself against Job. Drag out afternoon. Walk dog. Don't write. Turn off light. Smoke a cigarette Watching sun set. Wait for the fucking moon. Nuke lasagna. Pace and curse. For solitude's support Drink Taylor's port. Smoke a cigarette. Sleep.