Poetry

Another Childhood
November 23, 2011

He sloughs in his slippers to the dark bathroom and lowers himself to the seat as he has done all his adult life when, bare skin about to meet cold extruded vinyl, his most vulnerable self suspended above the water, dread creeps in.  Even so, with not so much as one light lit to constrict his sleeping pupils he sits, and his mind swims back fifty years to the campground in Moose Jaw, Saskatchewan, where he bumbled with a flashlight to that wood maw grinning in the yellow light. He forced himself down, then popped back to his feet probing with the light down there for tarantula, alligator, snak

The Love Canal Presaged
November 23, 2011

              Dear Mamma, the great-coat has come, whose use, and my gratitude for it, will surely cumulate                      all winter long, if        the cold has not caused me to need it until now.                However, all the last fortnight floods of rain have fallen—the farms all look like lagoons,                      and even College        has turned picturesque, a sort of moated fortress,               or bastion, you might say, given our fashion of flinging a recusant gauntlet to Progress—some                      (though not you, mother)        would declare it quite the Old

But Waves, They Scatter
November 09, 2011

From beneath the icefield, longing looks up at the lovers who—variously meandering, stalling or not, fucking or not—guess nothing of him. Torturer sometimes. Known also to have been a savior eventually, hard passage to a life worth the hardness. You would think longing lived in a space warmer than an icefield, you would think so. Tragedies are happening everywhere in the world, beside things that aren’t technically tragedies, though they include suffering, pain, death in its more humiliating versions, to remind that some of us will be less spared, and some will not.

Son
November 09, 2011

Except when he sleeps, I never get to see the crown of his head. He always wears a baseball cap.  His jeans hang low off his hips. This is the fashion. He holds his hands—as I do—as all the men in our family hold their hands—shyly. He’s a beautiful boy—smart. The two of us—we cannot say this  directly—we can only indirectly acknowledge how beautiful and smart we are through our mutual  admiration society where we speak in nods and grunts and mumbles from the crowns of our beautiful heads. This article appeared in the December 1, 2011, issue of the magazine.

From March 1979
October 26, 2011

Sick of those who come with words, words but no language, I make my way to the snow-covered island.  Wilderness has no words. The unwritten pages stretch out in all directions. I come across this line of deer-slots in the snow: a language, language without words. —Translated by Robin Robertson This article appeared in the November 17, 2011, issue of the magazine.

The Couple
October 26, 2011

They turn out the lamplight, and its white globe glimmers for a moment: an aspirin rising and falling then dissolving in a glass of darkness. Around them, the hotel walls slide like a back-drop up into the night sky. Love’s drama has died down, and they’re sleeping now, but their dreams will meet as colours meet and bleed into each other in the dampened pages of a child’s painting-book. All around is dark, and silent. The city has drawn in, extinguishing its windows.

Children's Ward
October 12, 2011

Half frozen, manmade, it’s not much of a lake. We called it Hospital Pond, strolling home from elementary school, inciting the geese to chase us--seeking reasons to scream. The walkway around the fake lake teems with graffiti I’ll be able to read in a couple of weeks, they say. Squinting through gauze, as I’m admonished not to do, things look runny and warped, like peering through egg white, but the world’s still there, ready to ask me to dance.

Terrebonne Bay
October 12, 2011

The deep evening-colored rose of the sea  is closing. Sweet crude oil, orange as rust, finds an open pathway into the marsh. And what you thought would be your home, lush with grasses, is no home, drives you out into the gray-glazed gates of sleep. Blood flowers where we don’t see it. And every chance event is a high note racing from stars in sea depths of brightness, and every shock we feel we feel only with the slack ropes of our arms.

Spring
September 28, 2011

I call it exile, or being relegated. I call it the provinces. And all the time it is my heart. My imperfect heart which prefers this distance from people. Prefers the half-meetings which cannot lead to intimacy. Provisional friendships that are interrupted near the beginning. A pleasure in not communicating. And inside, no despair or longing. A taste for solitude. The knowledge that love preserves freedom in always failing. An exile by nature. Where, indeed, would I ever be a citizen? This poem originally ran in the October 20, 2011, issue of the magazine.

After “This Room”
September 28, 2011

Something shimmers, something is hushed up. All those feet shuffle off, taking the sofa, taking the portrait. The shimmering slackens. I lie on the bare floor for a long nap and dream I enter the room you entered first. There was the sofa, the oval portrait of a dog, all those shining feet. But the dream flags: you’re not even here. I wake up full of thirst for the way you used to speak.

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